30 Days -Day Four

This is supposed to be a photograph of something I wish I could forget.  In posting this photo, I in no way mean that I wish I could forget my pregnancy.  Absolutely not.  I hope to forever remember my first pregnancy, even if it didn’t turn out the way I wished it would have.  What I do wish I didn’t have to experience and remember is the pain that went along with the pregnancy.  As of this moment, I have been jabbed with needles a total of six times.  I know by some peoples standards it isn’t a lot.  But for me, a person who is very very rarely (if almost never) in the hospital/doctor, even just a couple is a lot.  I’ve had abdominal pain and bleeding since I was about 7 weeks pregnant.  I ended up having to do a low dose cancer treatment, which involved getting two shots, one in each hip.  Because of that, I’ve suffered even more abdominal pain, dizziness, and very frequent nausea.  I have had to return to the hospital roughly every two days to get my blood drawn.  Apparently, as luck would have it, the people can’t find a decent vein in my right arm.  So every single vial of blood they’ve taken has come out of my left arm.  They were literally searching around bruises to find more places to stick me.  I have a growing collection of hospital bracelets, and hopefully, one visit left.  
So it isn’t the pregnancy at all.  That will forever, thankfully, be ingrained into my memory.  What I wish I could forget though, is all the pain (physical and emotional) that came along with it.

Day 1 – A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 2 – A picture of you and the person you used to be close with.
Day 3 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 4 – A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 5 – A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 6 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 7 – A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 8 – A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 9 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the silliest things with.
Day 11 – A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 – A picture of something you love.
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 – A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 – A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21 – A picture of your favorite night .
Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 – A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 – A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 – A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss.

Another post, hopefully, in just a moment.

Darcus.

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~ by lunafleur on June 2, 2011.

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